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感想

这个世界，总是那么奇妙

什么不可能的事情都有可能发生
只在乎在哪里发生,
发生在谁的身上,
也在乎你信不信

今天,
我得了一个消息
让我觉得我很幸运
上天一直都在眷顾着我
他不让我得到的
是因为那个东西,人,事情不适合我
会伤害到我
是一开始我觉得很不开心
但现在,
超庆幸的

上天的眷顾,让我渐渐相信了奇迹
也让我在每件事情上吸取了一些教训
我知道了，喜欢一个人爱一个人
必须经过一段时间的认识才能决定
有人说，
男生是视觉动物
的确
我糊涂地当过视觉动物一段时间
这次的教训告诉我
还是当回从前的我最好

是，我被骗了
我懂了
之前那个more than words 和 love <3 的 post
我不会delete

因为都是我的教训
也让我明确地发现
我的英文渐渐地进步着

也让我懂了

爱情，不一定要一直去追求
渴望， 那并不是真正的爱
那只是，纯粹地终结孤单

我要的
是一场简单，刻骨铭心的爱

那过程，也不需要太复杂
就

静静地，等待
静静地，观察
再，one hit KO

要不然默默地暗恋一个人
也是蛮开心地


有个人告诉我
 一句很有意思的话
‘被爱是幸福的’
静静地思考
是啊

那么，如果我爱了人
我要她幸福
我也能选择
她，一直被我爱下去
就行了咯

因为,看着自己爱的人幸福
也是人生最幸福的一件事

我领悟了
我实践了
等成绩了


哈哈。




此外，原本打算不吃东西的　（早餐）
可是不懂做么突然停电
然后我才去吃
吃完后，立刻有电

神奇
难道上天又不要让我不健康
而停电让我去吃早餐？

如果是，我每天都会３餐稳定了


爱情，我等，不急了，没有就没有，有就有
只接受，听从，遵守，上天给我的安排　（爱情）



啊哈，好了啦，一个男人，一只在那里爱情来爱情去
像什么？哈哈
一起展翅
一起高飞
一起导航
一起加油

吧～　 ;)

The Pearl Of Joy

Magnificent.

When the sparkling stars serve as her foil.

She's always there for me.

Devils and villains are away.

When she granted me a protective shield of holy light.

She sees me, feels me, understands me.

Chains of lights surrounded.

I'm not alone.

She motivates me, persuades me,summons me.

Pastel reflections of the light spirits.

I need no fear in the bridge of life.

Sight, targets, are in the focal point  with clenched fist.

She's guiding me.

She's leading me.

I'm raised,

I'm growing,

I'm flying,

I'm going to lead.

Sky, is the blanket.

Ground, is the bed.

Trees, are the natural barriers.

Tranquility.

It's acceptable.

It's reasonable.

It's excusable.

Musing, 

Silence,

Patience,

Her touch of love,

I'm lifted.

Just like a scene in a dream.

She's there.

The pearl of joy,

Above the endless sky.

She,

The glistening moon is always near,

With holiness of love.

With immortality of hope.

With eternal joy.

With warm embrace.

 

 
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Any similarity, purely coincidental

More Than Words

Life isn't miserable.

It is just full of failure.

I went through quite a lot of obstacles and this will not harm my life.
It isn't sad, it isn't despair, it isn't....

Life.. Is more important than love.
Yes, no love leads to a dull life; But, no life leads to nothing.

It's my life.

I will make my life full of colors.

It may be hurt for several persons, it may sounds hurt, it may be a disastrous news, it may be the end of the world.

It isn't hurt.
It is just .... devastating

Hmm...
It will not be the end of my world but is just an tiny obstacle of my life.

Readers, you may think I'm crazy
since
The previous post is about love with tone of happiness and this is something happened after that.

Haha

I slept for 2 hours in 2 days.

 Monday, May 07, 2012

It is 0236 now. Something happened within 1/2 day.

I smiled with the companion of rain drops. 

Each rain drops is just like the shattered pieces of heart.

I love rain. Rain drops are like every pieces of my expressions. Reflections.

I'm not dumb, I'm not numb, I'm just plump. 

I'm going to express my anguish and my heartache.

Seriously, I'm not going to wait someone to say something inspirational and comforting to nurse my grieving heart.

I have hands, they're the helping hands. I'm going to inspire and comfort myself.

Perhaps I've been hesitating for some time already, and what I brainstormed now might give me the courage to carry out whatever decision my heart is telling. It may help to rebuild my confidence in love.

"Some of us think holding on makes us strong; but sometimes it is letting go." - Hermann Hesse

It's amazing how someone can break our heart and we can still love them with all the little pieces.

We can close our eyes to things we don't want to see, we can't close our heart to things we don't want to feel. 

We love water when a tear drop is insignificant in a pool of water. 

But it can touch the soul as it runs down someone's face. 

Yes, I'm slightly hurt. This is why I love to dream. I can do what I want , be what I used to be. I can pretend, I can cry, I can do everything impossibly possible or possibly impossible, there's no limit, it's freedom.

She's now live in my dream. We'll met whenever I slept. She's now living in my yesteryears but not in my future. I knew, there's no gene or DNA replication for another girl with a same look or same attitude like her, if it's one of the tasks that impossibly possible, she'll not be the chosen one. I could fill a thousand pages telling you how I felt and still you would understand. So now I leave you without a sound, except the rain drops.

Life, must have differences. I knew, I'm worth to get someone or something beyond myself expectations and imaginations.

I wish I had the guts to walk away and forget about what we had, although they aren't much  

But I can't because I know you won't come after me and that's what hurts the most :)

A million words would not bring you back, I know because I tried before, neither would a million tears, I know because I cried too.

What am I doing? I'm just expressing my expressions although there's neither start nor end between us.

Or may be it is a natural evolution when we're trying to figure out what we want in life. 

When I see you smile and know that it is not for me, that is when I will miss you the most. 

Sometimes I wish I was a little kid again, at least skinned knees are easier to fix than broken hearts.

In the course of my life I came across many people. I remember some and forget the others. However, I'll never forget the people who break my heart. It takes a lot of effort to pick up the shattered pieces and I'd success since I suffered heartbreaks several times. It will not take to long for me to re-inspired again.

My mood should be nice now since I've expressed my inner feelings. I believed somewhere there's someone who dreams of my smile, and finds in my presence that life is worth while. So when I'm lonely remember it's true. There will be somebody somewhere is thinking of me.  

Thank you for letting me know before it's too late. I'm just near the cliff. Haha.

Love, certain people achieve it. Certain don't. But me unlucky boy, God haven't give me a chance to show my love to the person who love more than herself. How devastating it is. For the couple out there, both of you are lucky because you have chances to love someone that love you a lot.

Don't miss that chance because love is always true. But the way we are is most important.

( These are the things I hope the one that live in my future would know )

Never Say" I love you "if you don't really care,

   Never talk about feeling if they aren't really there.
      Never hold my hand if you're going to break my heart.
         Never say you're to, if you never plan to start.
           Never look into my eyes if all you do is lie.
             Never say hello, if you really mean goodbye.
               If you really mean forever, then say you will try.
                Never say forever ' cause forever makes me cry.

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It's time for me for the next round of the above.



Huhu, thank you for making me having such thoughts. I've grown once more. Thanks :)

Hey girl, I like you. Will you by my best friend ? :) 

Friendship will keep us together since love tear us apart.

There will be sadness and sorrows among the joys. I accept it and is time to moving on. For the next obstacle of love in my life. I knew, it will be :) when the :( ends....





It's time for sleep :P Good night :)


Remark : Oh ya, she just engaged to someone in Facebook, where she's is now officially in a relationship with someone else.

Hehe , congratulations and good luck ^_^










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Purely fictitious
Any similarity, purely coincidental

Love ♥

It'll be boring. :) Beware :P

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Love is Colourful

Love is Colourful

It'd been quite a long time I didn't post stuff about love.

Love, haha... long time no see.

I don't know what am I doing now.

I did something over my self-expectation, something... is beyond my imaginations.

She is WEIRD, ADORABLE, HUMOROUS, MAGNIFICENT, EXCELLENCE, EVERYTHING

I have no words to describe my feelings, or... It is more than words.

She's cheerful, her smile melt my heart. Haha.

Check this out. It's really beyond the expectation of mine.

I wrote this to her in 8 minutes.
I shared these songs to her. The songs are in bracket ( __ )



In this (wonderful tonight-eric clapton), i want to (thank you-dido) for making me happy 
( Always-Atlantic star).

(Maybe I'm amazed-paul mccartney) of your (open arms-journey) typed of welcome.

But I'm start to (crazy for you-madonna), since (my heart will go on-celine dion) with the ( eternal flame-bangles).

How good if I can tell you that (I just want to be your everything - Andy Gibb), (let's stay together - al green) (girl-the beatles).

It's ( more than a feeling-boston), (I will-the beatles), (melt with you-modern english).

(You're so beautiful-joe cocker), (Everything i do i do it for you - bryan adams), just to stay (by your side - sade).

(This I promise you - N'sync), i will be ( here, there , and everywhere- the beatles) as
you're (always on my mind-willie nelson).

(Woman- john lennon), our conversation is (unforgettable-nat king & natalie cole), and (I want you to want me - Cheap trick ) since (nothing compares 2 u - sinead O'connor).

Everything is just ( More than word- Extreme).

(Let's get it on-Marvin gaye), (you're the first, the last, my everything-barry white).

(I need love-LL cool J), you're so beautiful (the first time ever i saw your face-roberta flack)

Now,( You're the One that I want - olivia newton-john).

(You're in My heart- Rod Stewart), (love will keep us together- captain & tennile) , will (never tear us apart - INXS).

(You're the sunshine of my life-stevie wonder).

Let's ( Happy together- turtles) for our ( Endless love - diana ross & lionel richie)

 ....

It may not be perfect, since I used 8 minutes to write these. 

But....

Actually, I'm confessing. Share those songs are just to cover my main option :P 

Hmm... I don't need the answer...

This is the first time I did these stuff. She's the first to receive this as her present :)

It's really beyond the expectation of mine and beyond my imaginations.

[P/s]: Don't copy my idea, it's registered :P

Haha.. Is this the Power of Love ?

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As I knew, it is possible for people to accept long distance relationships but it seldom exists.

I believe distance will not tear us apart if we love each other :P

Is okay if I get nothing since I will be leaving Malaysia in 2 years time.

I will keep my passion, the words,

and the Friendship of US :)

 Seriously, I've been lifted up when she said I'm one of her awesome people.
I'm very happy these few weeks.
We can talk like best friends, play like kids, protect each other like siblings.

Thank you for making my days wonderful :P

Hey girl, I like you :目

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Any similarity, purely coincidental

想法 part 1

日新月异...

刚刚在面书看到了一片很可笑的post

现在的情侣（小部分）

要在一起，要伴侣原谅对方

需要人家''like''才可以在一起

还指定要几个几个才可以

告诉你们

这真得很幼稚

不要说我咒你们

这样想法的你们

可以维持到最后吗？

谈得起恋爱的

我当你大过12岁了

会想了 

可是

成熟点好吗？

用点实际的行动来证明吧 ...

难道你们的生活

少了人家的like & share

过不下去吗？

此外

本人是很喜欢上面子书的

我也讨厌面子书，因为它传达了很多负面的东西

割脉

割到不像样那种

还要share出来

有些人看了

还说很有型

这什么话？！

有型？

你不是傻子但你拥有愚蠢的想法...

我知道我post了这篇东西

应该回得来很多流言蜚语

要骂的就骂

这代表你有用心读过

 骂了后

请再用心改过

我会很感激你 

 

我不需要认同

认同的话就帮忙他们改进

劝劝他们

（这是我个人的观点，别对号入座）

To be continued....

2012

那么快就考完SPM，那么快毕业旅行就结束了，那么快就拍完戏了，那么快就2012了。

所有东西都过得那么快，超乎我的想象

那么快，那么快，那么快

2012-1-2 晴 

 早上7点多就醒了,还早过闹钟，好久没试过了。

很高兴，因为等下要和朋友出去走走看看逛逛吃吃喝喝玩玩乐乐。

我们是庆祝某某活动的成功的

2012第一次的聚会，哈哈

到了

照旧咯，看戏，唱歌，走走。。。。

没想到，我会看到她 （别乱猜）

哈哈，但这不重要

大伙儿都看了 the darkest hour

不错看，哈哈

我们还买了礼物送给我们的恩人

虽然不怎么贵重

但我们希望你会喜欢

最后

都去了each a cup

在这之前

有个艺名叫大妈的人不懂对谁说了一些话

弄到我kek水到死

差不多6点多

朋友们都回到7788了

最后剩下4条水

我还是第一次叫他们不要去打机场的

而是去读书= =''

逛逛下

又是时候回家了...

一个人走着走着时

回想了

大伙儿回家的身影

感谢上天让我认识了这班兄弟姐妹

感谢上天让我和这班朋友度过美好的一天

我会记得你们

从一年级开始

在另一年的开学的时候

都会有认识已久的朋友

这种生活已经有11年了

我还真的蛮不舍得你们

虽然说我读书的地方离芙蓉不远

但是开学期间，却没有一个认识的人在身边

感觉蛮孤单的

当时的心情，已从兴奋 降到 复杂了

想着想着

到了家人的店

睡着了

醒来时，

完全没有心情

还有2天就开学了

到家时

开了电脑

脑海完全空白

听着roy todd 弹的歌

泪水慢慢流了出来

我，竟然哭了。

神经病  = 3 =

那种感觉，比失恋还痛苦。。。

心情好难才平复

那个时候，我真想找个人诉苦

但，面书的朋友

回答的不是lol就是= =，

还有那个天天自称我是他的好兄弟的 

都不理我 o(-.-)o

一切唯有自己啃

过后只有换话题找别人谈天

我对一位女生有了感觉

有个人就叫我勇敢点

去告白啦

我就试试看咯

= 3 =

告白了更惨

差不多每句都有= =

不闲得咩？

这没什么啦

她有喜欢的人了

也不需要逼人家咯

虽然看起来不怎么介意

 说起来不怎么在乎

 但事实上，只有我自己懂

我也不想说 

 一月2号

就这样过了

 开心的时间真得过得很快

2012-1-3 晴

7早8早就醒了

感觉很像

 少了什么似的

就是少了那份热闹 

 就是少了朋友们的声音

 

收拾心情了

 玩了人生最后一场的‘多大’

戒了吧

  一个人

   待在自己的房间

    躺在自己的床上

      坐在电脑面前

如此孤单的气氛

      难以忍受

我什么都可以忍受

我能忍受外人对我的辱骂

我能忍受外人对我的唾弃

我能忍受爱人给我的背叛

我能忍受朋友给我的伤害

唯有，我不能忍受孤单

一个人的生活，我活够了

我需要个伴侣

 可是，急不来，不能随随便便找一个

 我要找个她的字典里没有‘分开’这个字眼的

一见钟情的

| 如果，下一个恋爱的对象

|离开了我                            

|                我就不会再谈恋爱了

|他们说：双鱼没了爱情，就等于活在地狱

|

| 什么烂道理

|我是只不一样的鱼 

|             没了爱情，我还能有其他的东西

|大不了，羡慕人家罢了咯

|说真的，我需要一个异性的伴侣

这是这两天的感受

酱就写完了

还有更多的详细资料已印在我脑里了

友谊永固                  幸福快乐

I will follow my <3 

And

Simsonorocious

Please do not be shocked or stunned if you read some indecent or rude words ,

I'm kinda aggressive today, because I'm relieving my stress and rage here.

If you can't continue your journey to my today's post,

You're welcome to leave this post :)

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What a F**kin' luck I've today ?!

Met people with garbage type of attitude...

No patience ?! Don't work there la ?!

Wait for 5-10 minutes will cause you lost a piece of flesh meh ?!

U gave me a bad impression !

If I'm not taking part of the event, and you show this kind of attitude to me,

I'll sue you without any compassion.

I've failed to do something today also.

But i know this is my fault as I've overestimate it and myself

I should work as hard as I could to be succeed in the challenge

This failure stressed me out but I will take this mistake as an exhortation

I need privacy!

Dun steps onto my private line.

And , stop repeating the same point as it is kinda annoyin' !

Please don't bother me so much

It causing me be more dependent.

Please listen to Linkin Park

"In The End"

(It starts with one)
One thing I don't know why
It doesn’t even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind, I designed this rhyme
To explain in due time
All I know
time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down to the end of the day
The clock ticks life away
It’s so unreal
Didn’t look out below
Watch the time go right out the window
Trying to hold on but didn’t even know
Wasted it all just to
Watch you go

I kept everything inside and even though I tried, it all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter

I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter

One thing, I don’t know why
It doesn’t even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind, I designed this rhyme
To remind myself how
I tried so hard
In spite of the way you were mocking me
Acting like I was part of your property
Remembering all the times you fought with me
I’m surprised it got so (far)
Things aren’t the way they were before
You wouldn’t even recognize me anymore
Not that you knew me back then
But it all comes back to me
In the end

You kept everything inside and even though I tried, it all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter

I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter

I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this
There’s only one thing you should know
I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this
There’s only one thing you should know
I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter

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When it become doesn't matter for me , then I'll know what should i do

So that I can learn extra survival skills which helps me to survive in this cruel reality.

Please , my wings are growing.

I used to be an eagle but not the chicks

The place I'm living now is kinda full of chicks which overwhelmed my mind and attitude

I'd heard about some great person talked bout this quote.

He said:

All of you used to be the eagle and not the chicks , do not let the surrounding element 

Affects who & what you're.

Stand up and action.

Leave the place.

Be yourself.

Be ready to face your obstacle and challenge in life.

You will.

I trust this quote , and I will , but no matter how hard I try to stand up.

There are a few person pulling me down,

I cannot obey them,

What can be done ? O.o ?

I just have to follow.........................

This should not be my destiny.

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决心

原以为会有人理解我

，

这几天

我发现

真正了解我的人

5根手指

都算不完。

因此，从今天起。。。

I WILL LIVE FOR MYSELF , AND ANSWER TO NOBODY !

Sheng's Life in Secondary School

This is the first note which is written in English.
I have no idea to write it in Chinese as it will be too long.


I'm drinking Mountain Dew right now.
I'm listening to On Bended Knee by Boyz ii Men right now.
I'm going to end this not right now.

This is the last article i write in my secondary school's life.
It'll be emotionally expressed, humorous, fantastic, romantic, artistic, boring & full of creativity.
It's the time to enjoy your journey into the deepest part of Simson's heart.













When i was in Form 1 (2007)
I was luckily be picked into the first class with just 6As' in UPSR.
I had no patience, concentration and self-dedication in study.
I was just a kid with childish thinking.
Being playful, naughty & insincere all the time.
I met a girl at the first semester of school.
She's a charming, gorgeous, talented, pretty and well-educated girl.
She's 14 when i was just 13.
This is the first time i felt in love into a girl.
I'd tried my best to get closer to her but I'd failed.
She had a boyfriend at that time.
It's okay for me.
I'm so happy when she passed-by my class.
Days passed in hurry.
I'd forsake her.
I continued my life as a student.

But...
I drew comics' & cartoons' character during school lessons.
I did whatever I liked.
I can't paid full concentration at class.
I met new friends.
I bullied my friends.
I cheated my friends.
I betrayed my friends.
I'm a student with negative attitude.
I get punished by the discipline teacher as I'm against the school rules.
I did bad in my exam.
I get kicked out of the class.
I dropped out.
I had joined the second class.

At the School's End Year Holidays.
There is a tuition teacher came to my house to teach me.
I don't like to study.
I runaway from my house when the teacher reached.
I acted that I'm sleeping & tired when the teacher reached.
I don't want it !
I'm persistent !
Get lost of my sight & my life.
I'd became a rebellion because of my age.
I had no idea on it.

But...
My parents forced me to stay, to study, to attend the tuition.
I'd lost.

Besides.
I selected a tuition class near my house.
This is because my childhood friends were there too.
I met a girl too.
My friends and I fell in love with her.
She's also a gorgeous girl.
We chased her together.

But.
Non of us are succeeded.
We felt stupid but we're happy.
Because we didn't spoiled our friendship.
Time flew swiftly.



When I was in Form 2 (2008)
I was in Form 2 Bestari.
I grew fatter and taller.
I learned to play Defense Of The Ancient.
I learned to play Mosiang.
I walked to Cybercafe with my friends.
I played truant from school and tuition.
I played truant from school co-curricular activities.
I was inactive in UG, sports and society.
This is because of my laziness.
I didn't do school works.
I was just playing with online & computer games all over the year.

Besides.
2008-3-18.
It was my birthday.
I'd invited my friends to join my birthday party at my house.
We enjoyed the Mc Donald, the cake, the games & the beverages.
There are few pairs of couple in my house.
They are so sweet.
There is a pair of couple.
Their relationship last long until now.
I wish that they are together forever.

After that.
School holidays again.
It's kinda boring as I was just playing with online & computer games.
I did nothing beneficial at that time.
My form 2 life is a bit simple, boring & lousy.



When I was in Form 3 (2009)
I studied in 3 Bestari.
I crushed on someone.
She's the 2nd girl that i mentioned before.
Form 3.
It was a worst for me in my life.
I had no time to enjoy, to play & to wander around.
It was PMR year.
It decides how bright is my future.

I learned to be a good student.
I learned to follow the school rules.
I learned to spend my time beneficially.
I learned to manage my leisure usefully.
I learned to listen to the advice of friends & family.
I learned to complete my works step by step.
I learned to treasure whatever i have.
I learned to develop leadership qualities.
I learned to be dedicated.
I learned to be healthy.
I learned to be alert during school lessons.
I learned to do revision during school's examinations.
I learned to adopt a successful role model.
I learned to be myself.
I learned to treasure the love from my family.
I learned to treasure the friendship.
I learned to protect someone & something.
I did learned many things in this year.

PMR trial exam is getting closer.
I should be prepared.
I am fully concentrated.
But.
I get bad results in my trial.
I can't remember how many A or B or C or D i get too.

At either July or August.
My school Board of Prefects started to have an intake of new prefects.
There are 4 classes of students are invited to attend the Interview section.
I'd go for the interview.
There is a senior prefect interviewing me.
Aww.
He's quite handsome.
Unfortunately.
I wasn't a girl.
He asked me what my opinion on the school's prefects.
I said : It is nothing for me.
It wasn't important for me if i get selected to be one of the prefects or not.
Let the GOD to decide it.

Few weeks later.
Gosh!
I was chosen to be a prefect.
I wasn't happy nor sad.
Because I have no idea what should a prefect do in school.
I don't know what should i choose.
The UG or the Board of Prefects.
I was struggled.
I attended the prefects duty sometimes.
I joined the UG activities sometimes.
It's kinda messy.
Therefore.
The UG seniors brought me to the adviser of the UG.
The seniors in the prefects talked to me too.

In conclusion.
I chose the Board of Prefects.
This is because I have enough confident on myself.
That I will get a good position in the committee list.
If I did my duty well.
If I could planned well during Spot Check.
If I could be a mature leader.

PMR is right in front of me.
I was equipped with my sword.
I was equipped with my armor.
I was equipped with my intelligent.
I was equipped with my robe.
I was ready to face the war.
PMR is ended after 2 weeks.

I started to learn how to be a prefect after PMR.
Seniors & Committees of the Prefect taught me what they learned throughout their experiences.
If I was right.
I did my best in my duty.
I'd confiscated lots of prohibited goods which are against the school rules.
The annual Prefects Farewell & Welcome Gathering is coming.
There was a meeting held to select the sub-committees of this event.
Seniors of the prefects suggested my name all over the sub-committee list.

But.
I was chosen to be the assistant sub-committee in the part of public service.
I discussed with all of the chosen sub-committees how should the event be held.
I was selected to take part in the street dance performance group.
I was also be selected to take part in the sketch.
I was selected to take over someone's position in the male & female duet.
I was suggested to take part in these activities by the committee in the performance part.
The strong friendship among the prefects juniors is built at the time.
All of us experienced everything in the progression of the event.
All of us sang together.
All of us trained together.
All of us played together.
All of us planned together.
All of us practiced together.
These experience influenced my thoughts in my life.
I learned to protect my friends.
Friends are always be with us when we are in need.
I love my friends.

This batch of juniors.
Including myself.
We'd created a best Farewell & Welcome gathering in the Prefects History.

2 days after the Farewell & Welcome gathering.
We'd participated in the Prefects Annual Training Camp.
It last-longed, 2 days 1 night.
We wore blazers and prefects full uniform at the day.
We reached the camp site at 5.30am in the morning.
All of us were excited about it.
This was the 2nd time for me to join a school camp.
We get in groups immediately when the battalion commander was in position.

Finally.
We get into the camp site after being checked by the Executive Committees in the camp.
They took our torch light.
They took our watches.
They took the prohibited goods such as the magazine, hand phones , etc.
We started to think about our group name.
It'll shows the identity of the group.
We started to think about our slogan, our group song, our ''group clap''.
It was about 8 in the morning.
The advisers of the Prefects Board and the ex-prefects who are graduated arrived.
The main adviser of the Prefects Board ( Pn.Soam ) the main discipline teacher of our school.
She gave us a talk.
She is so kind.
She wish us to enjoy our camp life & be concerned on our safety.
The camp started.
There are some groups in the camp.
I had took over my senior's position as the leader when she was absent.
My assistant leader was the assistant leader of the 8th group.
Our group was combined when her group has insufficient of members.
We drew our group's flag.
We named our group as the '' Elemental''.
This is because the 'Element' has fire, earth, thunder, plants & water.
We have the spirit of fire so as to combat fiercely.
We have the element of earth so as our friendship are sturdy as the rocks.
We have the spirit of thunder so as our mind is sharp and refreshed.
We have the element of plants so as we can be graceful too.
We have the spirit of water so as the memory of our group will last long like the water flows unstoppably.
After the drawing section.
We gathered at the hall to perform a sketch which shows the identity of our group.
The winner of the sketch goes to group...
(p/s:I'd forget because it wasn't my group.)
We gone for a virtual test on what should be done by a prefect during the Spot Check.
There were some ''actors & actress'' joined us in the virtual Spot Check.
We received much information during the virtual Spot Check.
We were scolded & guided by the executive committees in the Audio-Visual Room.
The words thrown by the executive committees wasn't that hurt.
But.
We promised that we will did our best next time.
We would be improved.
Next.
We gone for lunch at the canteen.
The food was tasty as all of camper were very hungry.
We sang a song with the rhythm of Doraemon OST before the lunch.
It sounds weird but we enjoyed.
We rested for awhile after the lunch and we get back to our dormitory.
The male & female campers were separated into 2 dome.
We changed our uniform into black-T with dark color of shorts.
This is because we were going to play the Station Games with water.
It was so exciting as all of the campers were splashed by the ex-seniors & executive committees.
There were 6 station of games held by 9 executive committees.
We enjoyed it.
Before it ends.
All of the campers were gathered at the assembly site.
All of us reclined.
The craziest gang of ex-seniors brought pails of water up to the 3rd floor of the new block.
They splashed & poured down the pails of water onto us.
We felt pain but it was exciting & cool.
Furthermore.
One of the seniors blasted us with water from the fire pipe.
We felt chilly, cold, cool , excited, relaxed and even more feelings.
We gone for shower after the station game.
We were told to change our clothes into the Full-U.
The 2nd Spot Check will be started soon.
This is the craziest night in my 15 years of life.
The seniors of the 6 groups were missing.
Where did they go?
The duty roaster was on the prefect board.
All of us gone for it so as to make sure which position we hold.
The male & the female Registrar gone into the prefect room.
They are needed to take their Registrar books from the Sergeant & the Deputy Head Prefects.
The Spot Check started.
The craziest ex-seniors, executive committees & seniors were roaming around !!
They were preparing to steal the most important Registrar book from the Registrars.
They were preparing to steal our prefects' badges , ties , note pads , etc ... Even our shirt !
They were INSANE !
We had no idea to solve the problems.
They were INSANE !
My brain was stomped.
I gathered my partners & friends in a circle.
We had a plan.
We were following the plan.
My best friend-Winson Puah, was looking after the area he guarded.
My best friend-Rex Low, was guarded his area too.
Me- Simson Lee, guarded the selected area.
3 of us worked together so as to solve the problem efficiently.
By the way.
The other best friend-
Aeron Chai , Alex Chong , Nelson Ku , Fong Sean Yang , Jay Lai,
Kok Liang , Jin Been , Michael Chin , Hock Kin , Wei Hoong ,
Carlos Lai , Hui Yee , Jasmine Lee , Milky Chew , Xi Wen ,
Jia Qi , Ah Leck , Janice Chau , Yu Han , Man Ni , Eling Cheng ,
Alice Lee & etc.
They played as important role.
They were separated into a few groups so as to guard the area they were in charged.
The ending wasn't that good.
But we learned to be strong and sturdy.
We changed into a casual look.
We gathered when the wisel was heard.
We were going to enjoy our dinner.
Before that.
The male deputy battalion commander instructed us.
To write down the activities held today , our experience ,what we had learned, joys and sorrows.
On the last page of the booklet given in the morning.
We covered over eyes with towels after our dinner.
We were going to play the truths game.
We were leaded , were brought to different places.
They asked us how was our feelings in the camp.
They asked us how was the problems met today.
They asked us who is the most handsome and the most beautiful,
Among the seniors & committees.
It was sucks ! :P
We gonna bluff them.
We were going to sleep at 11.30pm.
3 hours later...
The sound of the siren was heard!
Everyone were rushing down to the assembly site.
What was going to happen next !?
It was the Climax of the camp.
THE DETECTIVE GAME!!!
We heard many ghost stories or rumors all around about our school.
It was freakin' horror !
Some of us were scared ..
Me too ..........
We watched a short video on the case of murder.
We should discovered who was the murderer.
We gone to the selected place to receive more information about the murder.
We asked the victim's family members & friends.
We was like a part of the CSI .
HOLY !
I was asked to walk alone at the darkest valley.
I was scared.
I scared that if there was something pop out.
What should i do ? Should I yell or shout or run or flee or jump or lie or sleep ?!
Am I a lucky guy ?
I had discovered a secret place ( the victim's house ).
When i joined back my group.
I led my group members to the place.
The ''actor & actress'' can be professional artist already.
They act in a professional way.
They were Pro.
They were like in true life.
I can't even to describe how they acted.
They were talented.
At 5am in the morning.
We gone back to the Audio-Visual room for the answer.
All of us have a wrong guess of the murderer.
But we were happy.
We gone for sleep after the fact was announced.
We woke up at 7 in the morning.
We were still tired & sleepy.
We had no choice.
We groomed ourself.
We were having the morning exercise instructed by Jay Lai.
We had biscuit with a cup of milo as our breakfast meal.
After that.
We changed our cloths into dark color T-shirt & shorts.
We were going to take part in the Telematch & the Station Games Part 2.
We played lots of games together.
We fought for honor.
We fought for glory.
We fought for respect.
We fought for.....
( Just A Joke, How could We fight ?)
Another Peak of the camp is coming soon...
After the 2 games be played.
We gone for our lunch which is the best meal during the camp.
We sang.
We smiled.
We are happy family.
The war will be started soon.
Everyone were preparing themselves.
Everyone were gathering in a circle to plan something.
Everyone were raising their spirit on achieving something.
We were equipped with bullets, armor, robe, sword, shield & etc...
We were going to play the water war.
The group which success in robbing the opponents tire will be the winner.
The 24th camp juniors were going to face the greatest opponent in the world.
The executive committees , the ex-seniors, the battalion commander & the seniors!!!
We fought as hard as we could.
We defended our tire as hard as we could.
We threw the balloon filled with water on them.
They blasted us with fire pipe.
Me, Kok Liang & Sean Yang were rushing to the opponent base to rob the tire.
We acted as the tanker & the killer...
Because we were ''HUGE''...
Other juniors were defending the tire.
Because the opponents tanker & killer were the members of the craziest gang of ex-seniors!
YO! BATTLE !
The camp was going to end at 7.30pm.
All of us were tired after the war.
We changed into Full-U.
We gathered in the Audio-Visual Room.
We were not willing to leave this camp.
We enjoyed the moment we stayed together.
A meeting was held in the room.
One of the executive committees was going to announce.
The best male camper , female camper & the top 3 groups in the camp.
Everyone were exhilarated.
The top 3 group in the camp was announced.
If I was not mistaken, one of the top 3 is Rex Low's group & Winson's group.
But I confirmed that my group get the top 1 place.
My group members were cheerful.
The best female camper is.....
My group assistant leader --- ( Jia Yen ).
The best male camper is....
My heart beat was fast.
It was like ( ----^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^)
So fast !!
The best male camper is....
SHI SHENG !!!
NOOOOO~~~~~
I WON !!!
I GET IT!!!
I JUMPED !!!
I YELLED !!!
I WAS SO HAPPY !!!
My team members and my friends greeted me..
I won't forget this day.



When I was in Form 4 ( 2010)
The form 4 prefects are the 46th batch prefects in SMJK Chan Wa.
Everyone were showing their qualities.
Their skills during the prefects' duty.
Everyone were competing for their target of position in Prefects' committee list.
I was one of them.
During the 1st semester of 2010 school days.
I was competing as hard as i could.
Because I should have some results for my diligence.
I must have one of the achievements.
Joseph Lee , Rex Low & I.
3 of us was given a task by the head prefect.
Joseph Lee should confiscate 15 prohibited goods & passed up 15 DC papers
Rex Low should have to pass up 30 DC papers.
I should have to confiscate 30 prohibited goods.
3 of us should complete the task given in a week.
It was difficult for a prefect to do this.
But.
We should complete it at any way so as to build up the confident of the prefects' committees.
Something happened during the task.
3 of us quarreled just because of a liquid paper!
It was childish.
I don't know why i was still childish during the age of 16.
We were called into the prefect's room followed by a female prefect.
She was drag into this quarrelsome accidentally.
We get scold.
We felt sorry.
This argument was ended perfectly when we said sorry to one another.
Besides.
Most of the prefects who are same batch as me compete against each other too.
Bad things happened after the inauguration of the prefect's committees list.
Some who were not success in getting the post they want felt angry and sad.
A senior meeting was held.
I get frustrated.
I scolded my friend.
I criticized them.
Arguments were started all over.
I was chosen as the sergeant of the prefect.
I did something wrong which had hurt my prefect friends.
I knew that a successful leader should not let his/her friend down.
He should be a leader with good leadership qualities.
He should never let one's down.
He should never create the disappointment to those who are rely on him.
I knew my mistake.
I felt sorry.
I felt....
I felt down.
I felt sad.
I felt lonely.
I cried.
I burst in tears.
I get angry of myself.
I felt ... Helpless.
I should take action.
I was waiting for the chance so as to say sorry to them.
I was taking the action to proof my awareness.
Few weeks later.
We had understand each other.
They forgave me.
I appreciated it.
Our friendship has been strengthened.
We are happy family.
We appreciated it.
We love each other.
We are happy.
We treasure our friendship.
We worked together.
We duty together.
We experience life together.
These are the things , events and moods that I have experienced in my Form 4.



Lets take a break.
I'm sure that you're tired to read my blog.
It's too long for us.
Haha
I'm listening to [Giovanni Allevi- Back to life] now.



I am a Form 5 students who was just graduated (2011)
We're going to continue our journey.

This year.
I faced lots of fact and problems.
I learned to accept reality.
When the 1st semester of this year.
I decided to study well.
I must get flying colors in my SPM.
I am a 5 Cekal student.
I met new friends.
I treasure them.
They hate me last year.
But they forgave me now.
I was a sergeant of the prefects 3 months ago.
I have to manage my time well.
In being active in the Board Of Prefects.
In being attentive in my studies.
I must trained someone who can take over my post.
He/She must be a good leader too.
He/She should bring the Board Of Prefects into a new decade , a new peak.
I hope that i wasn't wrong.
For those who are in the Smjk Chan Wa Board of Prefects.
I hope that all of you would not let us down . ( Us = previous batch of senior prefects )

My class is very crazy at any field.
Because We are 5 C.
Craziness
Courageous
Creative
Competitive
''Cekal''
Once classmate , a life long friend.
I love my school, my school friends , my teachers.


I have some words to say at here.

I have many best friends.
2 of my best friends had quarreled.
3 of us are the best friends.
We duty together.
We experienced life together.
We played together.
We smiled together.
We laughed together.
We quarreled many times , but it won't last long.
Why this time will be so long?
I'm sad until now.
I hope that 2 of you can be as good as before.
Back to the precious friendship.
If i am given infinity of hopes.
I won't wish for myself.
I will wish for 2 of them.
Please back to the same patterns same routine.
I miss the time you 2 came to my house.
The time we played together.
The time we acted cute together.
The time we acted cool together.
I hope my that my dream will come true.
HOPE ~













In conclusion. I love my secondary school life. I love everything i get , everything i met.


Thank you.




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