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Had Moral Studies today.
The lecturer gave us a scenario about, if you're the husband, and your wife is pregnant, we need to choose whether the baby live while your wife die or your wife live and the baby die.
He taught us, cannot be too selfish, save your wife and you'll have another baby next time maybe, you need to think of the wife's career, parents, friends, family.
If keep the baby alive, and the wife dead, he/she 'll grow up without the love of mother, maybe corrupted.
My response is like, Wow, I wonder how I'm going to continue the Moral Studies, baby oso life, although i can't find any excuses from the answer he gave, but it's still dark for me.
1 way to prevent all of these, I think, just be single, not going to marry.
Non of this will happen.
It's too cruel for me and I can't take any sacrifices of both the baby and the mother.
I have some dreams when I'm at 10.
During that time, I wish to be a scientist.
I failed and gave up this dream as I just too young to define 'Dream'
I love to draw, to color, and to imagine. They say I am very suitable to be a designer. I did surveys to get to know more about the field of Design. But one day, a reunion dinner, an uncle told me, broke my dream. I stopped chasing it. Keeping it deep in my heart.
I chose to study Business Course as it is my 2nd choice. I always comforting myself, telling myself that after graduation, I will have chance to achieve my dreams again.
Recently, I posted and shared some Graphic Designs products. It can not be called as designs as I learned to form them through tutorials in the websites. It was others' ideas.
I still believe, I will be one of them later. As soon as I'm gathering and mastering all the basic / advanced skills. From Light Effects to Magical, Surreal to Real, Photomanipulation to pure Graphic Designs.
I want to achieve them. Will achieve them. Have them.
They'll be the Forbes / Times Magazine, categories : World Top 100 Influential / Successful Person.
Dream big, I'm dreaming.
Dreams, take steps and times.
I'm pursuing !
Life is dramatic, but it's Dreamatic for me!
Blessings.
