Please do not be shocked or stunned if you read some indecent or rude words ,
I'm kinda aggressive today, because I'm relieving my stress and rage here.
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What a F**kin' luck I've today ?!
Met people with garbage type of attitude...
No patience ?! Don't work there la ?!
Wait for 5-10 minutes will cause you lost a piece of flesh meh ?!
U gave me a bad impression !
If I'm not taking part of the event, and you show this kind of attitude to me,
I'll sue you without any compassion.
I've failed to do something today also.
But i know this is my fault as I've overestimate it and myself
I should work as hard as I could to be succeed in the challenge
This failure stressed me out but I will take this mistake as an exhortation
I need privacy!
Dun steps onto my private line.
And , stop repeating the same point as it is kinda annoyin' !
Please don't bother me so much
It causing me be more dependent.
Please listen to Linkin Park
"In The End"
(It starts with one)
One thing I don't know why
It doesn’t even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind, I designed this rhyme
To explain in due time
All I know
time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down to the end of the day
The clock ticks life away
It’s so unreal
Didn’t look out below
Watch the time go right out the window
Trying to hold on but didn’t even know
Wasted it all just to
Watch you go
I kept everything inside and even though I tried, it all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
One thing, I don’t know why
It doesn’t even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind, I designed this rhyme
To remind myself how
I tried so hard
In spite of the way you were mocking me
Acting like I was part of your property
Remembering all the times you fought with me
I’m surprised it got so (far)
Things aren’t the way they were before
You wouldn’t even recognize me anymore
Not that you knew me back then
But it all comes back to me
In the end
You kept everything inside and even though I tried, it all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this
There’s only one thing you should know
I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this
There’s only one thing you should know
I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
(It starts with one)
One thing I don't know why
It doesn’t even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind, I designed this rhyme
To explain in due time
All I know
time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down to the end of the day
The clock ticks life away
It’s so unreal
Didn’t look out below
Watch the time go right out the window
Trying to hold on but didn’t even know
Wasted it all just to
Watch you go
I kept everything inside and even though I tried, it all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
One thing, I don’t know why
It doesn’t even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind, I designed this rhyme
To remind myself how
I tried so hard
In spite of the way you were mocking me
Acting like I was part of your property
Remembering all the times you fought with me
I’m surprised it got so (far)
Things aren’t the way they were before
You wouldn’t even recognize me anymore
Not that you knew me back then
But it all comes back to me
In the end
You kept everything inside and even though I tried, it all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this
There’s only one thing you should know
I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this
There’s only one thing you should know
I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
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When it become doesn't matter for me , then I'll know what should i do
So that I can learn extra survival skills which helps me to survive in this cruel reality.
Please , my wings are growing.
I used to be an eagle but not the chicks
The place I'm living now is kinda full of chicks which overwhelmed my mind and attitude
I'd heard about some great person talked bout this quote.
He said:
All of you used to be the eagle and not the chicks , do not let the surrounding element
Affects who & what you're.
Stand up and action.
Leave the place.
Be yourself.
Be ready to face your obstacle and challenge in life.
You will.
I trust this quote , and I will , but no matter how hard I try to stand up.
There are a few person pulling me down,
I cannot obey them,
What can be done ? O.o ?
I just have to follow.........................
This should not be my destiny.
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